something is gone

These last couple of days has been strangely empty.
Stuff goes on in my everyday life as it always has done, but I am calm and empty. There is not much happening inside at the moment. Calm, silence - it´s difficult to explain it, my vocabulary seems limited.
I am here, but a lot of shit is gone from inside. Something has definetly been removed! Or transcended. I am grateful. Calm, stability. I am stable. I am in control. I am here.
Nothing more to express then that in this moment.